Have you ever felt empty inside unable to feel anything.. I dont feel the need for sleep, hunger, joy, happyness sorrow. I can’t feel ANYTHING BUT PAIN and it scares me im turning into a monster again. into the darkness i was pushed and i will stay here in room only with myself and my thought’s. i sometimes i wish for an early end but something keeps me going but i wish it will stop

I’m Stepping away and closer to the shadows i embrace the shadows as a brother i care for my own and yet im punished..